how much can you lose in two months?

-a grandma who treated you like a son, loved unconditionally, your only source for compassion (dead)
-the father that loved you like is own little brother and saved you from arizona (not talking, blaming a person of which he knows nothing about, cop-out)
-the band you helped name, fill, write songs with, and play shows with (fired, theyd had 'enough' - so much for family)
-job (fired)
-wife (gone, home now, but for how long)
-son (with her, home now)
-hearing
-hair