where have i gone?

i think i may be trying to transition this blog, blog is some word...from purely personal and vain to mostly opinionated.

i have had a few, so bear with me (how did a bear ever get associated with patience?).

personally, though, it should be noted, examined, i am exhausted in every consonant of that word.

seems i have taken to reading way too much about this political thing going on. as well: the economy and everything that is taxing (pun) every one. and now i want to write about it and feel, when i do have enough empirical data and ridiculously over-punctuated views because that is why blogs were invented, that now i am ready - it is a good time. maybe.

me thinking i am important enough that some one wants read what i think about global warming and current weather phenomena, nascar, the war in iraq and afghanistan, mixed martial arts, companies like the one i work for, steroids in baseball, "going green", wrestling as a sports entertainment vehicle, conflicts with iran, north korea (and, eventually, russia and china - of which certainly a great amount of attention must be paid today), gasoline/oil, israel/palestine, the problem with professional basketball, why soccer sucks, the cost of the egg, microsoft getting slapped, commercial planes flying even after failing federal safety audits, the domestic "war" on terror fleecing civil liberties, men having sex in the bathroom during their lunch break and getting caught but not stopping, history happening again and today is nothing new accept for decreases in accountability and respect, how my vote does not count and will not ever matter, the cycle that is the music industry, the most innovative films to date, why classic literature is called "classic", why the pope is terrifying, and, though not lastly, why legacy matters.

but this direction is needed. for me. in all my years, i have finally reached a conclusion that i cannot stop thinking. this has no direct impact on my actions for those alone only teach me as i grow older through victories and defeats. apathetic as i have tried to be, i have realized that i was merely running out of fear...someone said, i am sure, but even if they did not, then i am saying it now, life is a search full of questions and i am given the tools to seek answers, regardless their potency or truth - if it is true to me then that is all it is, meaning what is true to me may not be the same for you. and that is ok. just fine. i would not want it any other way.

all my love.